New things

I'm trying this new thing where I share what I'm truly thinking. So far it's gone well. I had an honest conversation with my husband and it felt really good. Scary at first, but the honesty took over the fear. I felt cleansed, I felt better. I don't feel completely okay about the situation, but I feel like we're on the same page for sure right now. I also feel more calm, not as worried about the what ifs because we talked about them. I didn't let them sit inside of me and rot and fester and become something even nastier than it orginally was. Feeling good so far, just hope I can keep it up.