I feel like things are better now. I feel like I got some closure with the wedding. I think you not being there allowed me to be able to let go, and having all of my loved ones (that love me back) there definitely helped. I'm pretty sure I think about you less, but it doesn't mean I've forgotten about you or that a teensy mircoscopic piece of me doesn't still care. Because I do, I am human afterall. I'll never fully "un-love" you. Just know that you suck as a person.